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Havana
Rose
Let us strip the desk for action,
now we have a house in Mexico. … That night in Vera Cruz—verily for me “the True
Cross”—let us remember the Doctor and my thoughts, my humble fond remembrances
of the great bacteriologist. … The wind, that night, the clamor of incessant
shutters, doors, and the watchman tiptoeing the successive patio balconies,
trundling with a typical pistol, trying to muffle doors; and the pharos-shrine—the
mid-wind midnight stroke of it, its milk-light regularity above my
bath-partition through the lofty dusty glass.
Cortez—Cortez—his crumbled
palace in the square; the typhus in a trap, the Doctor’s rat-trap. Where?
Somewhere in Vera Cruz—to bring—to take—to mix—to ransom—to deduct—to
cure. …
The rats played ring around the rosy
(in their basement basinette). The
Doctor supposedly slept, supposedly in No. 35—thus in my wakeful watches at
least—the lighthouse flashed … whirled … delayed, and struck—again, again. Only the Mayans surely slept—whose references
to typhus and whose records spurred the Doctor into something nigh those
metaphysics that are typhoid plus, and had engaged him once before to death’s beyond
and back again—antagonistic wills—into immunity. Tact, horsemanship, courage, were germicides
to him. …
Poets may not be doctors, but
doctors are rare poets whose roses leap like rats—and too, when rats make rose
nozzles of pink death around white teeth.
…
And during the wait over dinner at
La Diana, the Doctor had said—who was American also—“You cannot heed the
negative, so might go on to undeserved
doom … must therefore loose yourself within a pattern’s mastery that you can
conceive, that you can yield to—by which also you win and gain mastery and
happiness which is your own from birth.”
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